The Luxury of Psalm 23

As I sat simply enjoying the presence of the Lord, I felt wrapped in luxury as Psalm 23 came to mind. Repeating that beloved Psalm to myself, I quickly saw the reason it popped up. This word from our heavenly Father assures us of all we need at any time. Let me give you my short interpretation of its wealth of contentment. Twice I have written extensively about this Psalm, going phrase by phrase. One so beloved we continually return to, don’t we? (The endnotes contain Scriptures for my descriptions in the Psalm.) Continue reading

I Long to Be One with You

As I heard this song playing yesterday, I gave it a lot of thought. “I Long to Be One with You” by Terry McAlmon tells of a person who desperately desires a much closer relationship with Lord God Almighty, their loving heavenly Father.

If a person has never known or had a helpful relationship with their earthly father, they might have a difficult time understanding why they’d want a relationship with a God they can’t see or know physically. I had a father who loved his family much, trained my brother and me well, and set the example of the kind of person we should become. Of course, my loving mother had a huge hand in that as well. They both loved the Lord and taught us to also.

I’ve realized that when long-prayed prayers went unanswered, I let that draw me from the closeness I’d earlier had with my heavenly Father. For some time, I’ve been wanting to return to that intimacy, but I haven’t been willing to spend the time to do it. When I heard that song, I realized that now I need to choose whether I’m willing to do whatever it takes to surrender to his will for the rest of my life. I’m elderly, so I can only do so much to serve God by serving others. However, I believe God has a purpose for each person as long as they live, so am I willing to fulfill God’s purpose for me?

God’s answer to what it takes to have intimacy with Him is simple. Jeremiah tells us God’s plans for each of us who trusts Jesus as our personal Savior and Lord. When we do, we believe that his death on the cross and resurrection paid for our sins against the Lord, making us God’s child. All people are God’s creation, but only by believing in Jesus can we become a child of God.

Jeremiah 29:11-14a tells us: For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.  I will be found by you, declares the LORD.

When you seek me with all your heart tells us why this choice is one we must make carefully. It’s not something we can casually say we want to do and then do it half-heartedly. That’s why it’s taken me time to consider whether I’m willing to give up more than simply reading a chapter from the Bible and a short prayer time to meet with my loving Father. I don’t say I need to sacrifice time because previously I’ve given this time gladly and received a joy that I don’t have now.

Think of your best friend. Did you immediately become best friends who share all the secret things of their lives? No, there might have been an initial liking or connection over something you both share. But it would be rare if you met someone you’d never seen in a restaurant and immediately told them all the hurt you were feeling at that moment. Even more rare would be if you told them of a huge new love interest or a financial blessing, I think; unless you’re one of those people who tell everyone everything they know. Most of us don’t.

An intimate relationship with God compares to finding a best friend. Time brings us together and gives us special moments shared between only the two of us. Gradually we trust each other to share our deepest troubles but also our greatest joys. Something happens and we immediately think, I’ve got to tell my Bestie that, and we tell our Father.

As well as bringing all of our troubles, cares, and hurt to God and asking Him to help us deal with them and heal us, we also share all our joys. We thank Him that He listens to us and thank him for whatever gives us joy and peace. We thank Him for his amazing love that never leaves us, even when our relationship is estranged.

Then we listen as our heavenly Father whispers secrets to us. These are ways He can comfort us or tell us that at the right time, He will answer our prayers. He can help us know which way is a better decision, whether that affects our personal life or our work. We don’t hear an audible voice, but we do not doubt what is the correct direction.

Of course, only we will decide if we will follow that course because God does give us free will. He didn’t make us robots so we have to do what a loving Father says is the best path for our lives. Our Lord gives us room to fail, and we can do a great job of it. I’m glad we have that opportunity because we often learn better lessons from failure than we do from success.

I’ve made my decision, now the choice is yours. Do you want to be one with the Lord, for Him to be your best friend?

Conquering Your Giants: Biblical Strategies to Conquer What’s Been Conquering You

Do you have a habit you simply cannot break? A relationship that’s about to fall apart but you don’t want it to? Something God is calling you to do, but you’re running like Jonah? Then you have a giant and need to buy Pat Sikora’s new 13-week study on how to conquer it..

Conquering Your Giants bases ideas of how to conquer your own giants on the book of Joshua. As the Israelites had to fight off giants – both larger people as well as fortified cities – in order to settle in the Promised Land, so we can learn to fight our giants by studying in depth their examples. We can also learn what not to do, and that can be important also. Forming a small, consistent group helps because we usually don’t see our blind spots, so we support each other. If you can’t find anyone to partner with, however, you can still get significant help by studying on your own. Many Scriptures other than Joshua are included so simply reading the book of Joshua won’t bring nearly the healing that going week by week will.

Conquering Your Giants: Biblical Strategies to Conquer What’s Been Conquering You goes on sale December 1 on Amazon. A short journal and the E-book are advertised now, but I wouldn’t advise the E-book. This study is one you’ll be wanting to come back to repeatedly, to see your responses, and maybe find better ones. The paper edition has plenty of room to write your answers and add notes as you go. Conquering Your Giants will be half-price December 1 only, so put the date on your calendar. 

Uncertainty

Friends, I’m going through some of this now but am not desperate as this prayer indicates. However, I know the Holy Spirit gave this writing to me to help someone who is struggling right now. As I wrote it, I felt that struggle and understood how much misery that person feels. I pray whomever you are that you find this blog and it helps you trust God with all the challenges you face. . . . . .

Lord, I’m not ready for this. So many changes, so much wonder about how it will all work out, if it will all work out in any way that I can be happy with. It seems that the older I get, the more temporary everything becomes. Will it always be that way? Why does change have to occur so often and so interrupting of my life? What comes next?

Can I really depend on you to work out all the changes so I’m at least satisfied with them, if not happy with them? I know your Word says I can depend on you in all circumstances, but sometimes it’s hard when I don’t know how things will end. Give me more faith to believe that you’ll work this all out. So many things have to change, and I have so much to manage right now, most of which is out of my control.

Forgive my questioning, Lord. I know that you’ll take care of me, whatever happens, and that I can trust you to be with me, even when I don’t like my circumstances. I remember how much I felt your presence with me, even when I was having so much trouble and trying to run away from you. You wouldn’t let me go but kept on letting me feel your presence with me, even when I couldn’t do much for myself, when I needed so much help and was in so much pain that I didn’t want to do anything.

I know that as you were with me then, so you’ll be even more with me now when I’m seeking your answers. I love you, Lord, and all I can do is to leave everyone of these complicated circumstances in your hand, and trust you to work out the whole thing.

“For I know the plans I have for you” — this is the Lord’s declaration — “plans for your well-being, not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope” (Jeremiah 29:11 Christian Standard Bible)

A Prayer for Hard Times

God put it on my heart to write this prayer that I believe someone needs today. If that person is you, please know that God loves you no matter who you are or what you’ve done. He is there waiting for you to respond to him. His arms are open wide, ready to receive you.

Lord, I need you. Times are hard and I don’t know where to turn. Everything looks black and I can’t see any light. My head is full with ideas, but they all seem to lead nowhere. How can I look up and see you? How can I find any light? Guide me, holy God! Lead me as you’d lead a small child. Be the light of my life, for without you I am lost and have nowhere to turn. Help me, Lord!

A Prayer for Tough Times

God put it on my heart to write this prayer that I believe someone needs today. If that person is you, please know that God loves you no matter who you are or what you’ve done. He is there waiting for you to respond to him. His arms are open wide, ready to receive you.

The prayer: Lord, I need you. Times are hard and I don’t know where to turn. Everything looks black and I can’t see any light. My head is full with ideas, but they all seem to lead nowhere. How can I look up and see you? How can I find any light? Guide me, holy God! Lead me as you’d lead a small child. Be the light of my life, for without you I am lost and have nowhere to turn. Help me, Lord!

Impatient Waiting!

Who is among you who fears the Lord, who obeys the voice of His Servant, yet who walks in darkness and has no light? Let him trust and be confident in the name of the Lord and let him rely on his God. (Isaiah 50:10 Amplified)

            Mail came to my husband and me stating that rent for our assisted living apartment would increase a drastic percentage for 2024. We discussed what such an increase would mean to our budget. Our daughter took me to look for other places, but each had its disadvantages and the cost wasn’t much less. One place did seem favorable, but it was further away from our children. Worse, all hall spaces were exterior, meaning we’d be under only a patio cover going to get meals or anywhere else. Only our apartment would be enclosed. We quickly decided against that one.

            A couple of days later, our daughter asked, “What if you move in with me? I have room, and you can help pay for the extra expenses.”

             “Are you sure about this?” I queried.

            “Yes, I’ve prayed about it and am sure. Besides, I’ve talked with my friend whose mother lived with her, and she thought it was a great idea.” 

We’d been at the assisted living facility for almost two years. We could see no future problems with this arrangement, and the idea delighted me. One problem did concern me, however; my husband was able to get more exercise in his wheel chair at the large facility than he could in any normal home. The three of us got along well together, so that wasn’t an issue. I debated within myself as I asked his opinion. Knowing my preference, he refused to comment. I prayed. I debated. And changed my mind. Changed my mind again. Wondered about it when I was awake in the middle of the night. Prayed more. Debated more. The two-week move crept closer, but I had the option of cancelling shortly beforehand if needed. Hedging my choices as much as possible, I continued praying.

            Finally! I felt I knew God’s will in the decision. What a relief! But I remained concerned about my husband’s lack of good exercise space during the winter as we moved. One thing convinced me totally: I know God’s love and concern for my husband is greater than my own. Therefore, I could trust that moving in with our daughter would bring us all added joy as well as being in my husband’s best interest.

            Waiting times demand patience and depending on God’s answer when he’s ready to give it. And he usually doesn’t answer as soon as we want. None of us like them, probably because we don’t like to exercise the trust and patience needed. Regretting decisions I’ve made in the past when I didn’t wait for the Holy Spirit to guide me, now I try to wait. And still sometimes rush ahead.  Isaiah 50:10 warns us of unpleasant circumstances when we don’t wait on God’s answer.

The Eternal Watches over Me

The Eternal is my Shepherd, He cares for me always. He provides me rest in rich, green fields Beside streams of refreshing water. He soothes my fears; He makes me whole again. (Psalm 23:1-2 The Voice Translation)

Saying the Eternal in this Psalm makes us stop and think because we commonly say, “the Lord.” We read in the Bible, say and pray “Lord” so often that reading “the Eternal” erects a mental stop sign. What’s going on here? Why does this version use Eternal instead of Lord?

I stopped here also and asked myself what is the difference? In reality, none exists because the Lord is eternal; he had no beginning and has no ending. That stop sign made me pause and consider more about our God: how mighty, majestic and strong he is. Because the Lord is the Eternal, nothing surprises him. Using Eternal as God’s name makes me worship at his awesomeness before I can read the rest of the Psalm.

The Eternal, the Creator of the universe stoops down and cares for his children as a shepherd would care for his stupid sheep. They do not know danger — falling off cliffs, wandering into rushing water that carries them away, and not knowing how to escape predators. Like a dumb sheep, sometimes I don’t recognize the danger of temptations that take me further from God. I continually need my Eternal Shepherd to guide me.

My Lord gives me rest, not in the form of a nap, but rest of mind, peace. When circumstances of financial problems,  illness, or a difficult decision cause me worry and sleepless nights, I can turn to my Shepherd. During this time of outward turmoil, I draw closer to my loving heavenly Father, my Eternal Provider. I talk with him and listen carefully to what he tells me. Finding an intimate time not often experienced, a blessing of heart and mental peace that frequently bypasses me comes as he soothes my fears. I drink deeply of those still, calming waters, as my Shepherd assures me of guidance where I can see none. The Eternal tells me to put the matter into his sure and steady hand so he can work it out. I learn to obey my Lord and be patient, trusting him all the while to bring forth my future, making me content.

I can be content in any and every situation through the Anointed One Who is my power and my strength. (Philippians 4:13 The Voice)

People with their minds set on you, you keep completely whole, Steady on their feet, because they keep at it and don’t quit. Depend on God and keep at it because in the Lord God you have a sure thing. (Isaiah 26:3-4 The Message Bible)

The Right Word

The right word at the right time is like a custom-made piece of jewelry. (Proverbs 25:11, The Message)

I’ve never had a custom-made piece of jewelry but know it would be expensive. However, sometimes a friend said just what I needed to hear, exactly when I needed to hear it. What value that word had! God used them to meet my need, and I thanked him, as well as the person.

When I was in bed a lot last year because of illness, I’d tell my daughter about an incremental step of progress I’d made but lament how little it was. She encouraged me to cheer up because no matter how small the step, each one got me closer to more normal living.  “Little steps count,” she’d say and encourage me to keep my eyes on my progress already made. I needed to hear those words repeated each time we talked.

Sometimes God enables me to give someone else a good word to cheer them or to help see what his will might be. In the large assisted living facility where I live, I see many of the residents from a distance but don’t know them. Today I saw one of those people: a lady in a wheelchair who looked beautiful in the pink outfit she wore. I told her how pretty she looked, and she held my hand to thank me.  It certainly helps me when someone does the same. Since many are in wheelchairs and I can get up and down fairly easily, if I see someone drop something, I’ll offer to pick it up for them.

I’ve had times when I didn’t feel well, but someone smiled at me. That cheered me on and put a smile on my face. Often that’s as good as a kind word. Since I must now use a walker, how much easier it is to get through doors when someone kindly opens them for me. That also makes me smile as I thank them.

We all need encouragement and wisdom from time to time. Someone might have been in a hard place, and we’ve been there previously, so we can show them what helped us cope with that situation. When I’m talking with someone and realize they’re in a serious mood and about to ask my opinion or a question, I start praying under my breath, asking the Holy Spirit for wisdom. I want to give the right words to my friend and depend on God to give them to me.

God uses each of us to encourage others, and we can all do that with a kindly gesture or the right word. As we start our day, let’s ask God for wisdom for ourselves and for that person we’ll meet through the day who needs to hear a good word from us. Simple gestures and the right words count. How can we make someone else’s day easier? How much can we encourage others with the right word they need to hear?

When I Am Anxious or Afraid

Like all of us, I’ve had times when unwelcome news came, or at least that possibility. Long ago, my husband said his job wanted to transfer us to Connecticut from Texas. We enjoyed our home and friends in Austin; our children were settled in their schools. While much worse news, like a job loss, could have hit us, this word unsettled us and caused anxiety about whether he should take the job. Besides leaving our older parents who lived only 200 miles from us and changing our whole environment, the cost of living was much higher in Connecticut. We finally decided to decline the job offer after prayer.

Perhaps a job loss has hit when few jobs are available, or you don’t have any savings to hold you over until a new position comes. What are you going to do? Will you have to move to find another job? How can you make ends meet without a paycheck? These are serious concerns.

I’d fallen and broken my right arm, after which followed a time of temporarily learning to do things with my left hand, physical therapy, even forsaking touch typing on my computer. Six months later, after a series of cortisone injections in my knee, the doctor said I had to have a replacement. I’d read and heard about this painful surgery and certainly wasn’t happy when I was told I had to have it. I’d had surgeries previously, but none was as painful as my broken bone. I knew the knee would feel about the same way, but I had no choice.

All these things make us anxious or even afraid for the future. What can we do? Who can give us advice? God tells us, “I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not to abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11 Message Bible.)

At any time, but especially as we get older, a scary health report can come to us. These are times we must listen to and believe God’s words to us. Otherwise, fear and anxiety make us not only feel worse, but can hamper any positive ideas we may consider. An old expression said someone was “tied up in knots.” These circumstances can make our stomachs feel that way, slow our responses, and cause temporary, simple depression.

At such times, our heavenly Father comes to us and says, Don’t panic. I’m with you. There’s no need to fear for I’m your God. I’ll give you strength. I’ll help you. I’ll hold you steady, keep a firm grip on you. (13) I, your God, have a firm grip on you and I’m not letting go. I’m telling you, “Don’t panic. I’m right here to help you.” (Isaiah 41:10,13).

To keep our minds centered on these words and not stay awake at night worrying means we must absolutely depend on what God says he will do for us. That’s difficult for most of us to do, even if we go to church regularly. What does trusting God mean? Mariam Webster’s dictionary on my phone defines trust as: assured reliance on the character, ability, strength, or truth of someone or something.

How well do we know God? And for how long? Sometimes that helps because as we know him longer, we hopefully get to know him better. Do we understand God as a loving heavenly Father or as a harsh judge?1John 4:8 tells us, God is love, so we can’t hope for any better character.

The Bible teaches, and we believe, God created the universe. Since he has this ability, he certainly can do for us what we need. How strong is God? This Son [Jesus] perfectly mirrors God and is stamped with God’s nature. He holds everything together by what he says—powerful words! (Hebrews 1:3).

Finally, how truthful is God? Hebrews 6:17-18 states: When God wanted to guarantee his promises, he gave his word, a rock-solid guarantee—God can’t break his word. And because his word cannot change, the promise is likewise unchangeable. (Emphasis theirs.)

As I’ve learned to trust God in minor areas, my faith for more complex decisions has grown. For instance, in school I studied hard for all tests so that when I had one, I asked God to help me remember what I had learned. I did the same for my children. Faith grows as we see our Father be faithful in lesser situations so that we can trust more easily (note that I said more easily) in life-changing circumstances.

One time I drove from my home in Austin to visit my parents who lived in a small town near Galveston, on the coast. In a hilly section of a two-lane road, I stayed at the speed limit. Two pickups behind me were impatient, and both started passing, one in the oncoming lane and the other on the shoulder. Neither realized the other was there, but we were going uphill, when suddenly an eighteen-wheeler headed down towards us. Both trucks decided to get in front of me at that moment.

I realized a horrible wreck was coming, and with my foot on the brake, shouted, “LORD!” I saw a brilliant flash which separated the two trucks and pondered if that bright light might be an angel. The two trucks suddenly saw the situation, and the pickup in the oncoming lane scooted in front of me and then the one on the shoulder did the same. In a split-second, God rescued all of us, a quick and direct answer to my instant prayer.

In Judges six we learn about Gideon, whom God called to lead Israel against their enemies the Midianites. Verses 36-39 tell of the test Gideon asked God to prove he heard correctly. Had the Lord really chosen such an unknown to lead his country against one much stronger? Gideon asked God to let there be dew on a fleece when there was none on the ground and vice versa.

I think at times it’s ok for us to ask God for a sign to be sure we’ve heard his voice. Gideon humbly asked God to be sure that such an outrageous command came indeed from him. If I am truly uncertain of an action, I have sometimes asked God to give me a sign, and he has answered. But asking for signs should be done sparingly. Most often, God will lead us by other ways.

Have I learned to trust God always, according to the dictionaries’ definition? Not always. Some aspects are easy, like believing that Jesus is my Savior and that when I die, I’ll go to heaven and be with him. I can believe that my parents are in heaven waiting for me. I can believe the Bible is the true word of God, written by men but inspired by him. I’ve learned to trust God for many years and have seen him answer lots of prayers, but I still struggle with an area.

We may agree this way of trusting God definitely helps in earth-shattering moments of our lives, but how do we get there? First, we must not do the natural thing that comes to mind, usually panic. Other first options may not be wise either. Look at your situation carefully and see if you have alternatives. If so, pray about these and ask God to guide you to the right one. If there are no choices, still pray and ask your heavenly Father to lead you to whatever plan he has for you, trusting that he will. Ask for his wisdom and linger with him long enough to hear what that is.

Even if God’s answer isn’t what we want to hear, we still need to be assured that he still is there with us in the storms of life. That’s when we must depend on our Lord if we’re to overcome fear and anxiety. Our Lord will sustain us, give us courage and endurance, and lovingly hold our hand all the way of our journey. Trust your loving Father to be with you in every hard place. In Hebrews 13:5*, he says, I will never leave you nor forsake you. What a wonderful promise!

* English Standard Version

Sunflowers in Snowstorms

“A sunflower in a snowstorm? Who ever heard of such a thing!” I said in amazement as my friend related how a person called her that. Ten years passed, but I still remember that conversation. My husband and I discovered a few snowstorms when we lived eight years in Ohio and Kentucky. I’ve had crocuses blooming when snow fell, and once it even descended on my yellow roses. We don’t want snowy winters, rather a taste, not the full course.

Therefore, after Alton and I returned to the Gulf Coast, we enjoyed winter trips to Colorado, Wyoming, and Canada. As I once more recalled my friend’s image, I remembered a couple of times we drove in white outs, where we could barely make out the road and tried to find an exit quickly with a place to stop. Snow covered the ground, bushes, and trees, pouring from the sky, but I never, ever, saw a sunflower! I couldn’t imagine such a thing. How could a sunflower possibly survive in this cold weather? Why would it be here anyway?

Yet, this person told my friend that she was that sunflower in her environment. What made her so different from those around her? That’s what Jesus tells believers when he says:

You’re here to be light, bringing out the God-colors in the world. God is not a secret to be kept. We’re going public with this, as public as a city on a hill. Now that I’ve put you there on a hilltop, on a light stand—shine! Keep open house; be generous with your lives. By opening up to others, you’ll prompt people to open up with God, this generous Father in heaven. (Matthew 5:14, 16, The Message Bible)

Jesus is saying that believers are to be sunflowers in snowstorms. Certainly, our world seems dark now, so different than it was 20 years ago, and vastly different than 50 years ago. It compares favorably to a snowstorm. But am I that sunflower? How can I become one?

Sunflowers grow in bright sun, as their name implies. How do we find sun in a dark world?

·       We must continually look at the Son of God, who loved all people so much that he died for their sins and ours so that we can believe in him as our Savior from eternal death, and we become children of God.

·       We learn who Jesus was on earth and his attitudes by reading the Bible. He didn’t try to please people, but he understood their needs and met them. He didn’t shrug the unpopular or the ones not in his class; indeed, he was classless. It simply didn’t matter to him if a person was rich or poor, religious, or not. Jesus dealt fairly with everyone.

·       The Bible also teaches us that Jesus is the Son of God. He died on the cross but rose after three days and lives eternally with Father God in heaven. If we believe in him, our spirit–that inner part of us– lives eternally with him; but if we don’t, our spirit spends forever separated from God and everything and everyone that is good.

·       Attending church is another way of becoming a sunflower; not so we can brag about which church we attend, but so we learn more about what God expects from his children.

·       As we learn more about believing in Jesus, we realize that he tells us to do two things: Jesus said, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. (Matthew 22:37 English Standard Version)

Sure, I love my family and would do anything for them, but people I work with or even strangers? How can I do that? We can’t feel the same emotions for others that we do for our family, and I don’t think Jesus means that. This kind of love is an action, not an emotion.

The book of James, chapter 2, tells us not to show partiality to people, paying more attention to the rich than to the poor. It also says to feed and clothe those who need these essentials. We all can save gently worn, outgrown clothes and give them to a qualified charity. Contributing to food drives serves needy people. Show kindness to people we meet wherever we are. Quitting all gossiping shows love in a major way, I think.

·       Another way of showing love is praying for people, and not only our families or good friends. Just today I heard of someone in a difficult marriage and said a prayer for him. In an offhand way, we often learn of various kinds of difficulties people have; that’s the time to pray. As we petition God for that person, he will show us other needs they have, so we can pray effectively.

·       You’ll think of other ways to be someone’s sunflower, but I’ll leave this last one with you. It’s the fruit of the Holy Spirit living in us that brings love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. (See Galatians 5:22-23)

These are a few of the ways we can let our light shine. Will I make an effort to change a few habits or take some extra time to help someone? Will I act more like Jesus to those around me? Will someone see me and say, “They look like a sunflower in a snowstorm!”

The Eternal Watches over Me

The Eternal is my Shepherd, He cares for me always. He provides me rest in rich, green fields beside streams of refreshing water. He soothes my fears; He makes me whole again.
(Psalm 23:1-2 The Voice Translation)

Saying the Eternal in this Psalm makes us stop and think because we commonly say, “the Lord.” We read in the Bible, say and pray “Lord” so often that reading “the Eternal” erects a mental stop sign. What’s going on here? Why does this version use Eternal instead of Lord? When we explore the word eternal, what does it actually mean?

Eternal signifies having aninfinite duration, continuing without intermission, or existing at all times. Synonyms are everlasting, perpetual, timeless, and ageless. Others are immortal, imperishable, and undying. Any one of those words comes against all we know on earth. I look at gigantic mountains and know they were formed at some point. I live not too far from the Gulf of Mexico, which looks unending, but I know land comes into view when one goes far enough. Nothing I can ever imagine compares with eternity.

I stopped here and asked myself what is the difference between the uses of Lord and Eternal in these two versions? In reality, none exists because the Lord is eternal; he had no beginning and has no ending. The stop sign when reading this verse made me pause and consider more about our Eternal God: how mighty, majestic and strong he is. Because the Lord is the Eternal, nothing surprises him. Using Eternal as God’s name makes me worship at his awesomeness before I can read the rest of the Psalm.

I wondered how the Bible speaks about God and eternity, and two verses, among others spoke loudly: Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever you had formed the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting, you are God. (Psalm 90:2)

For thus says the One who is high and lifted up, who inhabits eternity. (Isaiah 57:15)

The Eternal, the Creator of the universe stoops down and cares for his children as a shepherd would care for his stupid sheep. They do not know danger — falling off cliffs, wandering into rushing water that carries them away, and not knowing how to escape predators. Like a dumb sheep, sometimes I don’t recognize the danger of temptations that take me further from God. I continually need my Eternal Shepherd to guide me

My Lord gives me rest, not in the form of a nap, but rest of mind, peace. When circumstances of financial problems, illness, or a difficult decision cause me worry and sleepless nights, I can turn to my Shepherd. Years ago, my husband and I needed to make a crucial decision about our future. Would he continue in his well-paying but unsatisfying job or change to another? Could the type of work he was considering bring in enough to meet our needs? What kinds of unexpected problems might meet us there? Changing jobs meant selling our home when interest rates were sky high. Could we find a buyer? We both had mixed feelings because each side had strong positives and negatives. Selling our home took much longer than expected, and we couldn’t afford to move until we sold it. The time dragged on and on. Sometimes I thought I don’t care what decision we make, but let’s just get off this fence!

During this time of outward turmoil, I drew closer to my loving heavenly Father, my Eternal Provider. I talked with him and listened carefully to what he told me. Finding an intimate time not often experienced, a blessing of heart and mental peace that often bypassed me came as he soothed my fears. I drank deeply from those still, calming waters, as my Shepherd assured me of guidance where I could see none. The Eternal whispered to put the matter into his sure and steady hand and allow him to work it out. I learned to obey my Lord and be patient, trusting him all the while to bring forth my future, making me content.

I can be content in any and every situation through the Anointed One Who is my power and my strength. (Philippians 4:13 The Voice)

People with their minds set on you, you keep completely whole, Steady on their feet, because they keep at it and don’t quit. Depend on God and keep at it because in the Lord God you have a sure thing.
(Isaiah 26:3-4 The Message Bible)

I admit that trusting God in important matters takes courage and stick-to-it-ness. Doubts do come, but over time they come less often. Find Bible verses such as these and read them daily. More than once a day, if needed. Spend time alone with your Eternal, letting him calm you. Praise God for being a faithful Provider. Praise Him for all the many blessings he has already given you; this helps build faith. Stay the course and you will come through the difficult time.

Praise God for His Great Goodness

Praise God for His Great Goodness! Praise the LORD! Oh give thanks to the LORD, for he is good, for his steadfast love endures forever! (Psalm 107:1)

Give Thanks to the Lord, for He Is Good titles Psalm 107. This chapter repeatedly describes Israel’s turning from God, being in more trouble than they can handle, returning to him, and his forgiveness of them. The first verse reminds them, and us, that God always loves his own, enough to discipline them when needed.

For the Lord disciplines the one he loves, and chastises every son whom he receives. (Hebrews 12:6)

The next verses declare what some of Israel’s children could get themselves into when they turned away from God. They wound up in deserts, prisons, cold and hungry. Some almost died in their sin and illness, or came upon huge storms as they sailed and thought they’d never survive. This chapter’s forty-three verses detail various ways the ancient Jews begged for salvation and were saved from a sure death. Though Psalm 106 describes most of the Exodus event, the same thing happened repeatedly. What does any child do when they can’t handle a situation by themselves?

As we scroll through this chapter, we notice the phrase below repeats in verses 6, 13,19, and 28. It reminds me of how many times I’ve taken a wrong turn and cried out to God myself.

Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, And he delivered them from their distress.

Just like an earthly parent, God rescued the Jews from their difficulties, though some of them paid for their sin with their lives, as in the 40 years wondering in the wilderness. I’m so very thankful that each time I’ve asked for help, repented of whatever way I’d been less than faithful and returned to the Lord, he heard my plea.

When our heavenly Father disciplines us, he remains faithful to hear us when we cry out in difficulty or pain. Though I’d had issues with my back for years and learned to handle it, suddenly pain hit me like I never known. I talked with my orthopedic doctor, and he gave me a pain killer that didn’t help much. Three days later he told me to go to the emergency room, and I had two fractures in my spine. Finally ready to go home, I couldn’t because pain kept me on heavy opioids and I stayed in bed most of the time. During this same period, my husband fell and could no longer walk, so our children found us a good assisted living facility.

During the next months, I prayed for help with addiction to pain medication, and God enabled me to drop to a less powerful one without major problems. When time came to get off the second opioid, I was led to spread out the time between pills until I didn’t take them. I’d heard of severe withdrawal symptoms from all opioids, but my Father heard my prayer and spared me.

While my family supported me entirely and our children who lived out of town visited as often as possible, I also knew God’s love and comfort. Times of deep awareness made me feel like God had his arms securely wrapped around me. I cannot tell how much this meant. Even though I remained in our apartment most of the time those first few months, I didn’t feel lonely. God’s peace kept me calm.

I then prayed for healing from all pain but it didn’t come. Formerly I’d lived with my husband in our own home with me doing our light housework and driving wherever we wanted or needed. Now we stayed in an assisted living residence, and I’m no long able to drive because I’m not strong enough. I carry a cushion for my back, use a walker, and deal with moderate pain. It isn’t a scenario I want, but my loving heavenly Father enables me to be content in the situation.

I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content. (Philippians 4:11b)

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort. (2 Corinthians 1:3)

In a tragic instance, my friend Susan’s husband had a major heart attack and died within three days. During that time, Susan naturally reached out to family and friends for prayer. Later she told me how she thanked God for those three days to sit beside her husband and say good-bye.

Susan lived far from her family and wanted to move closer, but had to sell her home and buy one in the new location. Would it be difficult to sell her home? It was one story and most around her had two floors; would that be a hindrance? What were prices in the new area? Could she afford something similar to what she had? As all these questions swirled through her mind, Susan asked for God’s wisdom and guidance.

Since an open house was scheduled for a particular weekend, Susan used that time to go find another home near her family. God worked a miracle for Susan, selling her home and leading her to another, all on the same weekend! Out of tragedy, God blessed Susan, and her praises rang out to all who knew her.

Let them thank the Lord for his steadfast love, For his wondrous works to the children of man!

This thanksgiving repeats in verses 8, 15, 21 and 31. Truly, our merciful Father God abundantly forgives us when we ask. That’s what the cross of Jesus is all about – so we can be forgiven each time we put something ahead of God. The last verse of Psalm 107 sums up the entire chapter. Therefore, let’s remember to repent when we go against God’s word, to turn to Him when we face any kind of difficulty and then to give our heavenly Father paise for his help in our situation.

Whoever is wise, let him attend to these things; Let them consider the steadfast love of the Lord. (Psalm 107:43 ESV)

Sandra Meyer

Truth or Not?

            A number of times I’ve heard the saying, “God said it; I believe it; therefore it is true.” I strongly disagree with this statement because if God said it, then it is true. Whether or not I believe it makes no difference. Simply God making a statement automatically makes it true because God cannot lie.

God is not a man that He should lie, or a son of man, that he should change his mind. Has he said, and will he not do it? Or has he spoken, and will he not fulfill it? (Numbers 23:19 English Standard Version)

This truth gives them confidence that they have eternal life, which God—who does not liepromised them before the world began. (Titus 1:2)

So that by two unchangeable things, in which it is impossible for God to lie, we who have fled for refuge might have strong encouragement to hold fast to the hope set before us. (Hebrews 6:18)

Knowing that God cannot lie and will not lie, gives me trust to continue believing what He says about living with Him eternally. But for needs on earth, I also have faith; for example last year I had two fractures in my spine and was on heavy pain killers for a while. During that time, I felt like He was always with me and knew beyond a doubt that my heavenly Father loved me as much as my husband and children who were with me whenever they could be.

            On the other hand, a certain truth hides in my disgreement: No matter how much something may be God’s Word, if I do not believe it and apply it to myself, then it is not Truth to me personally. The first thing I need to believe and apply is making Jesus Christ my personal Savior, which makes me a child of God. The well-known John 3:16 states:

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. 

Belief in Jesus makes me want to be around other Christians and learn more about Jesus. I can be happy for people who do beneficial deeds and they are successful or sorrowful for friends who experience grief or hardship. I don’t experience jealousy because that success isn’t mine. Hardly ever are the next two strong verses stated after John 3:16, but they need to be Truth to me. Verses 17-18 say:

For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him [Jesus Christ]. (v 18) Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. 

My choice determines my eternal life or eternal death and total separation from God.

What is your choice?

           

Fully Awake

On earth, I moved and lived. I laughed till I cried and sobbed my heart out. I loved till I didn’t think I could love any more, and then was wonderfully loved, more than I could have imagined. I felt strong, able and confident; then I got old, weak and full of pain. On the  whole I’ve had a pleasant and comfortable life, knowing the presence of God since I was a small child.

Then I “died.” When people thought my life had ended, it had only begun! Now I was fully awake, more aware of myself and my surroundings than I had ever been on earth.

Now in heaven, I saw Jesus face to face and fell down and worshipped at my Father’s feet. Surrounded by mighty angels, I hardly noticed them; so insignificant were they compared to the luminous glory of God and His Beloved Son.

I suddenly knew the meaning of love, joy, peace and contentment. I was more alive than I’d ever been on earth! Now I learned the full meaning of being awake and aware. Enjoy the pleasantness of life on earth. Love and serve God and others to the best of your ability. Then look forward to that day in heaven. That day you become fully awake.

Because I am righteous, I will see you. When I am awake, I will see you face to face and be satisfied. (Psalm 17:15 NLT)

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Dedicated to Rose Ann Meyer and Marvin Tucker, our children-in-law, who became “fully awake” this summer.

Playing Solitaire, Seeing God

Different Ways Our Lord Reveals Himself

            God is nothing like that! But sometimes I do see Him acting this way in my life. As I hunkered inside my home to avoid Covid-19 last year I learned to play Solitaire. A few characteristics of God appeared after I learned the game well.

Primarily, solitary never describes him. God the Father, Jesus Christ the Son, and the Holy Spirit function differently, even though they compose one Godhead. Scripture says believers are not to neglect meeting together (Heb 10:25). During the early part of Covid, most churches were closed; later ours had services in the parking lot and used a local radio station so we could hear as we sat in our cars.  As Texas summer heat arrived, the church was cleared to move inside. This verse in Hebrews speaks about those times we get too busy or lazy to attend church, not times we cannot for some reason.

 Solitaire may reveal a suit of several numbers together, reminding me of God’s quick answers to prayer. The next card I need hides until I find many others, comparing to weeks or months that pass before I see answers. Sometimes God says no or at least not in the way I want an answer. At such times, I remember when the cards are mixed in such a way that I cannot win,

God often reveals himself in scripture, music, other people, devotionals or teaching. While the general message applies to everyone, he says something specific to the  person who needs it. The birth of a baby proclaims how well our heavenly Father knows us and gives exactly what we need (Ps. 139:13-16).

As I think of Solitaire more, I remember other times God shows himself various ways. I started watching birds because their colors, various sizes, and eating habits reveal their Creator and his glory. The multiple colors, formations, and sizes of flowers I photograph remind me of God’s unique beauty. Mountains evoke God’s majesty and the sea recalls his vastness.

A dirt dauber got between our screen and window. I didn’t want to open the window and then the screen to let him out, assuming he’d come inside. As I prayed God would show him the way he’d gotten in, he had disappeared when I looked a little later. The next day I discovered that the screen had a place where it didn’t fit tightly. (I also pray God will protect dogs that get on the street, but this was the first time for a dirt dauber.) When I see how the Creator watches out for an insect, why do I have difficulty believing he will care for me?

As my husband and I took many trips to Teton and Yellowstone National Parks, we always marveled at the mountains, large blue lakes, and animals. Once while he fished, I sat on a rock and watched a colony of ants, thanking our heroic Lord who made a creature so tiny while setting in place the huge mountain across the river.

Our loving Father uses multiple ways to draw us close, including that still, small voice  belonging to the Holy Spirit. Remembering the various ways God calls, I try to keep my ears, eyes, and heart open for his word. Will you join me?

God Will Fulfill His Purpose for You

Does God really have a purpose for our individual lives? Will He really show us how to bring that to pass? When I wonder about this, I’m reminded of what the Bible says and shows in the lives of His people in the Old Testament.

For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them. (Psalm 139:13-16)

Be merciful to me, O God, be merciful to me, for in you my soul takes refuge; in the shadow of your wings I will take refuge, till the storms of destruction pass by. I cry out to God Most High, to God who fulfills his purpose for me. (Psalm 57:1-2; probably written when David fled from Saul, in the cave.)

[God] who calls you is faithful; He will surely do it (1 Thessalonians 5:24.)

Since I know that the Bible says God has a purpose for me, even before I was born, I’ll now look at a few biblical people to see how He fulfilled that purpose for them.

Because David is mentioned in the verses above, I start with him, realizing that God anointed him as King over Israel while he was still a shepherd boy. However, when David became a warrior, King Saul got so jealous of David that he tried to kill him several times. This was because the people sang about how Saul killed his thousands in war but David had killed ten thousands. Even though David had an opportunity to kill Saul, he waited on God’s timing when Saul was killed in battle.  After waiting many years, David became king just as God purposed in his life.

When Joseph was in his young teens probably, God gave him a dream of ruling over his family; naturally at that age, Joseph told it to his parents and already-jealous brothers. Later his father had him take some rations to his brothers who were away from home tending sheep, but they sold him into slavery after deciding not to kill him. From slavery to unjustified imprisonment, God finally led Joseph into the real call on his life so he could make arrangements to save food while there was plenty so they’d have it when famine came. Therefore, not only were the people of Egypt fed, but Joseph’s whole family when they came to buy food and eventually move nearby.

Jesus looked so unlikely to be the Son of God. He was born in a stable with low to middle class parents, lived in obscurity for 30 years. Then for three years He performed miracles and taught the people more about God than they’d ever heard, so that the religious leaders became jealous. Finally they demanded that He be crucified because they were so jealous of His power. After three days Jesus rose from the dead and fulfilled God’s entire purpose for His life. Today we call Jesus our Savior and Lord.

If I see these promises of God in the Scriptures, then see how they played out in these lives, I think I must take those promises for myself. I must ask God what His purpose is for me and then pursue it. That purpose may not happen immediately, as it certainly didn’t with the men above. God may not even tell me what my purpose is, but my Father will certainly guide me through the years of my life to bring that purpose to pass. Only one thing can stop this from happening: me not being obedient to what God tells me to do. Even with this, God can turn my life around so that I do accomplish His purpose.

I’m reminded of the story of Jonah, the Old Testament prophet. God told him to go to Nineveh and preach to them or the city would be destroyed. Nineveh was Israel’s fierce enemy; they were cruel and strong, overcoming their adversaries. Like I’d probably do, Jonah thought who’d want them to survive. Good riddance! So Jonah took a ship and went the opposite direction. When God showed Jonah that he’d be better off obeying, he reluctantly went to Niveveh and preached to this great city. Everyone repented and the people were saved from destruction for another 100 years until they again became intolerable to God. Most of the time I doubt God takes such a strong way to demonstrate His displeasure when we walk out of His purpose. But most of the time, we’re not called to preach to 100 thousand people to save them from immediate destruction.

Not only is it important for other people that I obey God’s purpose for my life, it’s vital for me. If I don’t, I’ll never know true peace in my heart and feel fulfilled in life. I’ll just live and do whatever I do but not know the joy of a God-filled life completing the purpose my Father created especially me to do.

Always Faithful Father

I rarely think about the hundreds of times God made promises to His people and kept them. God never made a promise without keeping it, even if it was concerning evil if His people worshipped other gods. I’ve listed just a sampling of God’s major promises, sometimes with consequences for not obeying.                                                    

  • God made promises to mankind from the very beginning of people’s existence when He told Adam not to eat of the tree of knowledge of good and evil or he would die (Genesis 2:16-17). Spiritually Adam and Eve did die, shown by their fear when He appeared to them that evening; beforehand, they’d welcomed God’s presence.
  • God made a promise to Noah that a great flood was coming on the whole earth, but to build an ark and his family would be saved. Noah obeyed and only his family survived the horrible flood (Genesis 6:11-8:12.)
  • God promised Abraham that He would make a great nation from him and Sarah. The beginning of the nation of Israel was born from Isaac, the child of promise in Abraham’s old age. (Genesis 13:1-7.)
  • Even Jesus Christ was a long-awaited descendant of Abraham. Did you know God has over 300 prophesies about Jesus in the Bible? All have been fulfilled exactly as stated except those in the future still (reference: the whole Bible.)
  • God said that the nation of Israel would be restored to their native land and did more than once after Israel disobeyed and went into captivity. Centuries later, our promise-keeping Lord did this in 1947 when that covenant became reality for the last time.

Why do I mention so many times promises God has declared and kept? Because that’s the theme of this article – God’s faithfulness to His people. To You and to Me!

At times I haven’t been faithful to God in my heart, even though I never denied Him or did what we think of as “big sins.” I simply didn’t do things I knew I should do as the child of a Holy God. Has He ever quit loving me? No! I’ve known His love, and the older I’ve gotten the more real it is, but that didn’t always keep me as close to Him as I knew I wanted to be but simply didn’t take the steps to make that happen.

When we accept Jesus Christ as our personal Savior, God makes a new and different covenant with us than the Old Testament people of God had. Why? Because Jesus became our offering to God to save us from Hell instead of us sacrificing animals to ask for forgiveness. God is always perfect and just; our human nature keeps us from being that way. God never breaks that covenant, even when we stray from Him. He always loves us as His child, even more than a parent loves and forgives a disobedient child. 

But when I strayed from God, I was like that rebellious child who even though they loved their parents, stayed away from them because they were unwilling to change their behavior. There was a gap in the fellowship and both missed it, but the child was stubborn. As people, sometimes we find ourselves wanting our way more than God’s way; that’s what happened to me. I was simply being lazy as far as God was concerned.

In Revelation 2:1-7 Christ recognizes the church at Ephesus for their good works, patient endurance and how they hate those who do evil. Jesus then gives a warning to the church, saying they have left their first love meaning – in today’s terms – they’d let family, work or self-interest come before Him. This is what I felt the Holy Spirit saying to me, that I’d put other things before spending more time with my Father.

God gives us that choice, but He always longs for us to return to our rightful place of easy communication with Him. When we choose to return, He draws us ever closer and we experience His love with greater reality. That doesn’t mean our Father doesn’t love us less when we stray but simply that our disobedience has gotten in the way of our experience of His love.

The Two Dogs

            Picture this scene with me please. I go to the animal shelter to find a dog to adopt. Let’s call the first Happy, who wags his tail, jumps up and down when he sees me and almost speaks, “Please take me home with you.” Then I see another dog named Sad who barks and growls when he sees me, seems willing to bite the hand that feeds him and who looks like he’d never become a good pet.

            Which dog do I choose? Happy who welcomes me or Sad who seems like he might bite me? Then I consider which dog needs my love more? Which dog is less likely to find a home? The answer becomes obvious, but will I do what is hard, or will I give in to my likes and take home Happy?

            Long ago I purchased a registered toy poodle but got her for an inexpensive price. Why? Because the owner breed poodles and this one had a litter which all died. The vet told the lady she’d never be able to have live pups. I didn’t care about that because our son wanted a puppy. Naturally, at first she was shy in her new surroundings, but we figured she’d get used to us soon. Quickly she became “my” pet but was afraid of my husband and two sons. Later I asked my friend who had told me the dog was for sale what had caused the dog to be afraid of males. She told me the lady had two hyperactive sons and that her husband had hit the dog with a broom a couple of times. No wonder she was afraid of men. We had her a dozen years or more and she eventually lost all her fear and was a pet to the guys in our home as well as the gals. What changed her? Love and good treatment.

            Why do I mention this imaginary story and a true one? Because many people are quite sad about our presidential election last November. I’m one of those who is, and it would be easy to gripe and complain about what’s happening in our country. But yesterday I read two articles on the internet talking about how believers in Jesus Christ and in the Bible need to react. Both basically said the same thing my pastor said in his sermon this morning: we’re not to condemn this administration but rather to pray for President Biden and his people.

            First Timothy 2:1-4 reminds us to pray for all people, especially those in authority so we can live quiet and peaceful lives. This is what God wants us to do so that everyone can come to know Jesus as their personal Savior.

The question and responsibility come to me then, Am I willing to circumvent my emotions and recognition of what I believe is right so I can pray with pure motives for a group in government that I don’t agree with? Am I willing to do as Jesus would do to pray that God would give them wisdom in dealing with the many problems our country has? Will I pray that God will bless them so that our nation can be blessed? Will I do as God has asked me to do or will I follow my own desires? I believe the future will show the answer to that question if we join together and bless instead of curse.  Death and life are in the power of the tongue and those who love it will eat its fruits. (Proverbs 18:21)

How to Receive Communion

A few months ago I gave a meditation on our preparation and response when we receive Communion or The Lord’s Supper. I looked at two verses of Scripture that speak life to me, as I’ve struggled with some health issues. My faith is based on God’s Word and I cannot take of the Lord’s Table without thinking of these verses. I’ve copied them from several translations to get the most out of their meaning, so that it touches my heart and hopefully yours as well.

Most of the verses say He, meaning Jesus, so I’ve inserted His name. I can then picture Him more than simply repeating He continually. Where the verses use we or our, I substitute I or my, making it more personal. If it’s not personal, it does me no good. While I’m not guilty of obvious physical sins, and probably you’re not either, I consider my thought life: is it positive or negative? Do my words breathe life or death? Do I show the fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23a) or do people avoid me? What is my relationship with God? Is it distant, intimate or somewhere in between? These are the sins I must guard against and maybe you also. All references within the verses come from that translation.

Isaiah 53:4-5:

Good News Translation: But Jesus endured the suffering that should have been mine, the pain that I should have borne. All the while I thought that His suffering was punishment sent by God. But because of my sins Jesus was wounded, beaten because of the evil I did. I am healed by the punishment He suffered, made whole by the blows He received.

Jubilee Bible: Surely Jesus has borne my sicknesses and suffered my pain: and I considered Him stricken, smitten of God and cast down. But Jesus was wounded for my rebellion; He was bruised for my iniquities; the chastisement of my peace was upon Him, and by His stripes healing was provided for me. (My note: please see Shalom on page 2 for a fuller meaning of peace.)

New English Translation: But Jesus lifted up my illnesses, Hc carried my pain; even though I thought He was being punished, attacked by God, and afflicted for something He had done. Jesus was wounded because of my rebellious deeds, crushed because of my sins; He endure punishment that made me well; because of His wounds I have been healed.

The Message Bible: The fact is, it was my pains Jesus carried – my disfigurements, all the things wrong with me. I thought Jesus brought it all on Himself, that God was punishing Him for His own failures. But it was my sins that did that to Him, that ripped and tore and crushed Him – my sins! Jesus took the punishment, and that made me whole, though His bruises I get healed.

The Voice Translation: Yet it was my suffering Jesus carried, my pain [Matthew 8:12] and distress, my sick-to-the-soul-ness. I just figured that God had rejected Jesus, that God was the reason He hurt so badly. But Jesus was hurt because of me; He suffered so. My wrongdoing wounded and crushed Him. Jesus endured the breaking that made me whole. The injuries He suffered became my healing.

1 Peter 2:24

Amplified: He personally carried my sins in His body on the cross [willingly, offering Himself on it, as on an altar of sacrifice], so that I might die to sin [becoming immune from the penalty and power of sin] and live for righteousness; for by His wounds I [who believe] have been healed.

 New Living Translation: Jesus personally carried my sins in his body on the cross so that I can be dead to sin and live for what is right. By His wounds I am healed.

 The Message Bible: Jesus used His servant body to carry my sins to the Cross so I could be rid of sin, free to live the right way. Jesus’ wounds became my healing..    

The Passion Translation: Jesus Himself carried my sins in His body on the cross so that I would be dead to sin and live for righteousness. My instant healing flowed from His wounding. [This healing includes the body, soul, and emotions. It was fulfilled in two ways: first by the healing ministry of Jesus, and second by the blood of Christ’s wounds. See Matthew 8:16-17; Isaiah 53:5].

According to Isaiah 53:4-5 and the note in the Passion Translation on 1 Peter 2:24, Jesus’ sacrifice covered EVERY AREA of my need! He had spiritual torment for my sins when Father turned His back on Jesus when He cried, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” Jesus had mental distress for my worry, care and fear, as well as physical pain for my sickness and disease! Therefore, Jesus by His crucifixion gave me Shalom.

Shalom means not only peace versus war, but inner peace, freedom from disturbance whether outwardly or inwardly. It means primarily soundness, health, well-being, comfort in my mind and emotion, goodness in my relationships with people and with God. Shalom has also come to signify prosperity. (Paraphrased from the International Standard Bible Encyclopedia.

1 Corinthians 11:28-29 Passion: Let me first evaluate my own attitude and only then eat the bread and drink the cup. For continually eating and drinking with a wrong spirit [unworthily or irreverently] will bring judgment upon myself by not recognizing the Lord’s body.

I ask forgiveness of any sins I remember when I take the Lord’s Supper and ask Holy Spirit to remind me of any I forget. I know if I’m holding a grudge against someone or have gossiped, so I confess these or other sins. However, I don’t always think to judge my thoughts about my physical, emotional or mental well-being. How do my emotions and thought life stack up? Do I need to repent in this area?

1 Peter 2:24 mentions being dead to sin and alive to righteousness or right standing with God. What sins do I need to give up? What about my lifestyle or my thought life do I need for leave behind? Do I strive to live a life pleasing to God? What do I need to do to correct that?

I should judge myself in every way. Am I complaining about lack of finances, family or job? What causes me to worry? What makes me angry? Do I need to leave behind some baggage? The verse below tells me to leave sin because it slows down my God-planned life, the one best-suited and most fulfilling to me.

Hebrews 12:1-2 Living Translation: Therefore, since I am surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let me strip off every weight that slows me down, especially the sin that so easily trips me up. And let me run with endurance the race God has set before me.

When the first Passover was given, all the lamb had to be eaten; none could be left. I should do the same with Jesus’ Supper that’s my Passover from death to life. Let it renew me each time I take of it. Jesus came to give me life more abundantly according to John 10:10, and I can hinder that life by not realizing everything contained within the Communion. When the Israelites left Egypt, they were ready to go: eating in faith, dressed for travel, ready to receive deliverance BEFORE they ate. I should do the same thing.

No matter what I may face – sin, sickness, drugs, a weight problem, job, family, worry, strife, old habits – I can be delivered through properly receiving the Lord’s Supper because the body and blood of Jesus cover every area of our lives. By discerning (recognizing and identifying as separate and distinct) Jesus’ body and judging myself  before Him, I can receive my deliverance.

I may see instant changes, and I have sometimes, but also I may have to learn to think new thoughts or change old habits before that newness comes. The Communion is not a panacea or magic, but as I take it more seriously, the more benefit I get from it.

Obviously, I don’t have time to meditate on all this when I’m at church, but often I know beforehand when the Supper will be served so I can prepare at home and anticipate with gladness this special time between my Lord and me.